I wish my family above all else to be in good health in this up coming years. And to be in good financial standing by the time they go into retirement.

I have a tendency to delete all my former posts and completely revamp my journal from time to time. I don't know why I do this - wait, that is lie I kinda do. I am a fickle person by heart and for some reason can't seem to stay decided on one thing. So as a result my livejournal's design changes my scree name might change (in this case it didn't because I could not thing of a new one) and my anime and pairings change. I can't say I am a die hard shipper of anything with the exception of RikuSora - because man have I've been loving that pairing since I was like eleven. Recently joining that list is SuzaLulu but I always seem to have a constant battle in my mind rather I like this pairing or LuluRolo.

In any case let me stop my dumb babble. As you can see my mind is a jumbled mess right now and I solely blame this on the massive confusion that is the end of senior year. To many college placement test to take, too many counselors asking me what I am going to major in, competing for scholarships - its enough to kill me. Right now I am also extremely stressed about my GPA level. Pre-calculus is being a bitch and killing it, and now I am afraid I might not be able to keep my High Honors recognition. But as it stands I just need to pass the motherfucker - I don't feel like seeing a "Fail" on my senior check out card thank you very much, and if Mr.G gives me one I am going to crazy on his ass. Well, at least the week coming up is the last one and then I'll be free for three months and on my way to college - Hooray. <-- I suppose by reading this last word you could not see the utter sarcasm I felt while typing it. College is going to hell as well.